One sad day

It was Wednesday morning, August 31st, 2011. I woke up to the noise of my big sister leaving. She was doing a few last minute packing as I rolled out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.

'Urg,' i thought 'why do i always have to go pee in the morning?' When i got done I went back into my room. I share my room with my two sisters. I am the middle child. Yes, if you don't know what it means, I have an older sister and a younger sister. We are all 2 years apart. My younger sister was still in bed so I tapped her;

"Naomi, its time for school. Plus you gotta say goodbye to Rebecca before she leaves." Naomi looked at me with her blue tired eyes. She got her head up and tried to roll out of bed. 

Meanwhile, Rebecca was down stairs putting all her college things together. I could tell by her face that she was excited to leave but scared. She is meeting our friend J. Frost who is bring her down along with an other friend of ours at the Burlington Airport. They were going to PCC, Pensacola Christian College down in Pensacola Florida. The drive down is almost 24 hours. Rebecca in a car with two guys? I couldn't stand the thought. 

I got myself together and went through my closet to find what I should wear. I made the choice of a green t-shirt with some light jeans. 'Its the first day of school' I thought 'i don't wanna over dress.' By then it was 6:20 and Rebecca came upstairs. She opened her arms out wide for Naomi to give her a hug. Naomi went in but soon came out. Rebecca turned to me. I went in and I didn't want to let go. I haven't wrapped my head around the fact that she wasn't going to be around for a while. I was about to cry but, even though she was talking to Naomi, She said not to cry. So I didn't. She then ran down stairs to put on her shoes and leave the house. I brushed my teeth really quickly and went to my window in my bedroom. Rebecca hopped into the passenger side of my mom's blue Subaru. I went to my purse and grabbed my camera. I took it out really fast so I could get a picture of Rebecca leaving. My dad started his red Pathfinder and left the driveway as my mom followed with my sister. I turned on the camera and got a picture. It was blurry so i tried again. Perfect. Sorrow filled my heart. 'Goodbye Rebecca' i thought to myself, 'See you in 5 months.' 

This is why i'm writing

At last, here i am, once again
writing something.
But when nothing comes to my mind,
I look out the window and i realize
how special I am.
God,you have blessed me.
I've come so far
and I'm not giving up now.
You are strength
and
if you didn't know this
I thank you,
for the people you put into my life
I thank you,
for the blessings I get,
even those tiny ones.
I love you!

Dear my life

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Dear World,
I don't know about the problems that face our world from end to end.
We all know that this world isn't perfect; But we hope, only hope.
Even at the end, we'll never be able to open up our eyes.
And even through the problems of this world, so many lost ones are dying, and Christians are doing everything they can to keep those lost ones from ending up in the lake of fire forever.

Dear mom and dad,
You told me, when ever life gets hard, to hold on to something. Well, life is getting hard. We're fallin' apart.
I reach my tiny little hand out to the Heavens. And the Lord's hand comes out.
I don't understand how one minute we can be perfectly fine, and the next we're about to crumble. At times, the world isn't ending, but we are. And it never takes a day to break up a family.

Dear Friends,
I am not going crazy, as much as you want to say I am. I am slowly breaking. Leaning on God is the only thing I can do right now. He picks me up. He doesn't doubt about anything, his will is his will. He is my strength. Without him, I would be on the side of the road, on in a classroom crying and begging to know what has happened. All me and no God, makes no sense at all.

Dear God,
I am saving you for last. You know what's been going on. You know what i am going through. So, what i am asking is, help, please. I have seen your healing hand once, and i would love to see it again. I want to go home Lord. Please give me the strength to carry on. I need to complete your Will. But, I can feel myself losing. I love you.

Abby Gregoire,

My prayer

Lord,
With all i've gone through
i ask you,
to never leave me.
To show me how to care,
to love, and forgive
those around me.
I lift my voice up to you,
Lord,
I'll praise you.
In your son's name,
Amen

something different

Soon, before all you know

Everyone is changing.

People are leaving,

moving.

But when you think about the big picture

You slowly losing yourself

Till you realize

What you don't have

Is where you need to be

School Drama

It's starts off and small
but soon it grows till hatred moves
All the hearts of everyone

It builds like towers.
Claws come out
glares from across the room

Words come out
as sharp knifes were being thrown
each one slowly hurting the next

Each person tries to stop
that show
but these girls won't break up

Finally it ends
The heat is rised
Till the next day comes with a black eye

I remember...

When i think back
to the times of memory
I always go back to this place
where the sky was blue
and everything was motionless
When perfect didn't seem to make sense
And when we weren't judged
It was just me and you
all together